Women make fun of me because I am ugly.

Women make fun of me because I am ugly. They don't even see me as human. Today i was just standing mindingy own business, and they started laughing at me. They were standing close to me and they were looking at me, and whispering something, and laughing. I don't want to live. Why I am always the butt of the joke just because I am ugly? My life is already hard why are they trying to make it more hard?