The insatiable hunger is debilitating

I have what seems like the perfect life. I was able to do everything I wanted to do. I went to college, worked corporate, became an entrepreneur, helped society with nonprofit work, travel the world, and then finally was able to settle down and be a trad Wife to an amazing man. I’m currently pregnant. I’ve lived a whole lifetime in 32 years. And yet I am still not satisfied. I’ve always come back to this conclusion, no matter how much I accomplish. It makes me feel like I should just become a monk or something.