So close but so far

I know that I am being catfished . Its obvious.

Nail in the coffin was when they opened a tiktok video and I was told that by the app which user opened it... and I recognized the user as someone I thought might be the person behind it all.

Been going on for a long ...embarrassingly long time. But there wqlas always that hope right?

And that's the catch... you want to believe its real even if you know everything red flag, every watchout... but you have this emotional commitment that keeps you going back for more.

Anyone else, you'd tell them they are being scammed...but in your heart and head..you need yours to be real.

And in the end, what you really needs is the strength to call them out and to be able to walk away, and fill thst hole in your heart another way.

So wish me luck as I pull the rug out.