I cant take it anymore

Curretly pass out from tier 3 college India,CS degree. Did a software development internship during third year,leetcode,MERN stack peronal projects,Game Dev projects. I did everything what senior and tech influencers used to say. Tried for many oncampus companies but failed first round,even after passing the score of aptitude round,sometimes i easnt getting even shortlisted when i filled the form. But on tbe other hand the student with lesser cgpa,no projects,no dsa was used to get shortlisted,sometimes he cleared tbe company too,I dont compare or something,but i wass feeling sad for my failure.

Got a Mass recruiting company Accenture oncampus dec 2024,they started training july 2025,until training started i used to apply offcampus didnt got any single call or mail,even toom referalls,got refferal,did cold emailing everything. Got some online test round , cleared it but later I was ghosted no interview calls nothing.

Got SAP ABAP role for my accenture unpaid training,not even in my preference list. Accenture planning fkr onboarding in November that too after a proficiency exam.

I am freaking watching batchmates getting started with their work,updating linkedin,everything.And here I am doing training. I want to work,I want to work for somethjng good,even if the pay is less I want to work.

These fking phase I dont understand what to do,applied more than 100 applications yet no single reply.

I dont know what to do.