Stupid unemployed

Im 24 i have never worked i graduated from my social anthropology major this year and i dont want to work .its coming the fourth time i will go try for a job and im worried that i will mess up and they will not hire me and i feel guilt for not wanting to work i feel that im used to being lazy and having free time because of the university im greek and in our universities it s not necessary even to be in the classes you should just pass the lessons whenever you can.so i had all the free time and the most important jobs are not even like school it s so much worse and my question is why am i like that i see people my age working two jobs ta king masters qnd me getting sick in the thinking of job and i dont think its the job that i dont like because the job that bless God im waiting for feels really good for me but i am terrified from the freedom i ll loose and you know when you are my age and dont work it also hits bad to others and i feel bad of my self for that and now you everyone gonna say just try and you ll get used to that and i just hope for the same i hope im gonna be good and they are gonna hire me and i will enjoy and im pretty disappinted of my self because i didnt know i was so lazy as a person i was a good student but now i even found a therapist to speak about it and help me to decide to work to fullfil my life to afford a masters etc .What would you tell me accept that im dump lazy and problem to my parents .i believe im crazy because i also tried and i will try volunteering and i feel ok about it i tried it with the thinking of being hired there because i also avoid too much working as a waitress and that kind of stuff i tried they didnt hire me and now the only thing left is the hate for such jobfull jobs.i ll let y all hate me i know i deserve it.