[M4F] Low self esteem, masochist girl gets ass fucked

You’re a loser girl. Probably bullied in high school. Definitely got mummy issues or daddy issues. You possess a tenuous relationship with self respect that often gets trampled upon - either by your need to be degraded or by someone else. You daydream about being roughly used and abused, for someone to leave their mark on you. It makes you feel shame that you would degrade yourself and all women in general. But being treated poorly sparks arousal in your perverted brain in ways that nothing else does. Vanilla stuff doesn’t get you off, just sweet masochistic indulgence. Being dressed up in a teeny tiny little slutty skirt. Parading yourself. Being spanked, slapped, choked, hurt and coming back with the biggest smile for more. You crave it. Go looking for it in, consuming porn or hentai that most people would assume is abusive. Just the idea of being treated like these women has your cunt gushing. To be treated like meat, like a flesh light. To abandon your self respect utterly. To be treated like a bimbo or a pet, a possession or a pincushion.

And I am just happy to do it. I want to fuck you up the ass. Because it hurts. Because it’s degrading. Because it feels like primal conquest. Because it requires you to give yourself to me and sacrifice for my pleasure. I want to drink in that masochistic smile and those tears. To degrade utterly. To leave you burning with shame, your asshole twinging in a desperate desire for relief, your guts splattered with my cum, your cunt dripping with arousal and a smile on your face.

I’m open to most roleplay type scenarios that involve this. Some situations that I find interesting:

A bratty coworker or friend being disciplined. Either for being a tease or for being a bitch unprompted. The tables are turned on you and suddenly you’re begging to be put in your place.

A conquest, a poor, somewhat traumatised woman enslaved by a wondering army or raid.

Open to fantasy, sci fi. Even just talking and flirting and whispering to one another what we would do to one another.

26 with a sadistic streak. Bit of a pretty boy but muscular.

Looking for a long term partner to fulfil this and other fucked up desires to get us both off

Kinks: Alternative women/queers Anal Bondage Choking Domination Misogyny Slapping Water sports

Most other things you can think of and a fair few you probably can’t. Open to requests