A Memento Mori

I think im okay with death now. I can't say I'm 100% cured. But I've gotten to the point where I dont care anymore. Call it nihilistic, but whats the point? I don't think I've come up with this however I don't recall hearing it anywhere else, but I didn't exist for the 13.8 Billion years before I was born. I've already experienced "not existing" and I didn't seem to mind it at all. Matter of fact I have no memory of it. Like a deep sleep with no dreams.

That being said, I think I've come to find that group therapy is no longer helping. When I'm having a good day, and feeling okay it gets rattled a bit when I see a post on here. Like a memento mori. So I think the healthy thing to do, like with this fear, is to leave it in the past.