19 [F4M] Relapsing again, need a man to financially ruin me

It feels every time I get better, I relapse, and start craving the same thing all over again. I need a mean man to take advantage of me financially. To drain me and make sure I can feel it. I’m a pretty woman, I shouldn’t be slaving away to pay off a man, but it’s what I want. It’s what I want more than anything

I’m a more lesbian, with a girlfriend, but there’s nothing more appealing than being financially used by a man. There’s nothing more appealing than giving a man my orgasms. To deny for weeks and weeks because he said so.

I’m not looking for blackmail in the traditional sense, and I don’t like sending photos with my face. but i’m still looking for a TPE “control my life” dynamic. Do keep in mind I do have 2 jobs, go to classes, and have a girlfriend so I might be a little scarce. Would prefer to get off Reddit. This post will stay up for 2-3 weeks while I decide

My biggest kinks are: humiliation, financial domination, orgasm denial (long term), pay to cum, pay to edge, tasks