Am I alone

My first sexual experience was when I was 9 and the man who educated me was my neighbour. I cannot call it abuse or molestation as it was a part of my life that I really enjoyed. He used to look after me on Friday evenings / sleep over as my dad worked away. He treated me like a prince taking me swimming and to the cinema. After a few weeks it started. I was taking a shower after our normal swim session when he said we needed to be quick as he needed to get home so he started to wash me. For a couple of weeks that’s where it was left but after that he always asked if I wanted him to wash me down. This is the point where I feel like there was something wrong with me as I wanted him to shower me like he did before. He washed me intimately and I responded physically even at that age. It progressed further over the weeks. Resulting in a full intimate relationship. Let me ask you a question. Was I a freak because I used to look forward to every Friday there after ?