Just a small talk which i don’t have anyone to share

Im just laying in the dark watching my ceiling with a heavy heart thinking about a-lot of past stuff, all the mistakes i did as a person, all the people I’ve lost in this journey of life, what could’ve been and what the reality is.

The past wasn’t kind to me and i don’t have high hopes from future and that troubles me from inside sometimes.

Anyway just posted to express this weird feeling in a text format