HE KISSED ME!!!

okay soo-- i feel like there are actually a lot of details i need to add for this not to sound lowkey bad, BUT

i was crying & talking about how i always worry and overthink stuff. he comforted me and was very sweet. then at some point he's like "i think i know what to do to make you stop overthinking" and just kisses me.

i kinda froze and went "...that's not fair!" because i wasn't ready and then he just sat still and let me kiss him back. (i took like.... five minutes or something like that... i was busy overthinking... but i did it lmao)

then we kinda practiced kissing and eventually i wasn't as nervous anymore, nor was i crying. i was, in fact, laughing, about how stupid the situation was and how much we were both fumbling around.

(also, i did give him consent to kiss me like 10 minutes before he went for the kiss. we had talked about kissing before that, so it's not like he just went for it out of nowhere)