I feel left out...

So basically it's been 4 months since college began and I still haven't yet found a group where I could be myself . There is a thing in me that my appearance and speaking skills sound intellectual and professional which others merely possess. There is this guy who I'd been hanging around lately . He would skip classes and throw himself with booze along with his other mates too . The women would find them attractive and chill to hang around with . But that wouldn't be the case with me

And talking bout that guy he would call me for studies related and would also swing the conversations on various matters . But one day he showed me that they had created an Insta chat without me even though he has showed me chats and stuff .

Personally about myself I'm a guy who would speak to all kinds of people and cling along pretty well without any sorts of trouble whatsoever .

So basically I am included but for their purposes and I treat them as something which would quench my satisfaction for that particular time and walk away.....