I survived

2 months ago I jumped from the 4th floor and broke my back,hip,and arm and I need to learn 2 walk again because I’m paralyzed atm and it’s getting better but every day I just wished why didn’t I just die the process of learning to walk again is so hard and staying in this hospital where I am for the next 2-4 months is not making anything easy mind u I’m 15 it’s so hard but I promise myself if I walk out of this rehab/hospital I will never do something like this again and want to help suicidal people because I know exactly how it feels like to have those thoughts