Interracial relationships

Are any of you guys in interracial relationships or with people who were never Muslims? I spun back with my gym boo and gave him my number and now we are talking. He’s Asian.

I obviously do want a relationship but I always assumed I’d end up with a Somali guy. But finding a Somali guy who is ex Muslim like me and checks all my boxes is impossible.

I feel bad because this guy doesn’t know I’m living a double life. The girl he sees at the gym in the alo sets is wearing a hijab and abaya everywhere else.

I feel like besides our different background explaining my situation would be so hard. I’m looking for advice.