10 days sober today.

I just wanted to share that today is my tenth day sober, hopefully this will be the last time I stop drinking. I’m so tired of it, I don’t even appreciate the drinking anymore, last year I have been drinking just to not feel stuff. i mean even the people I usually drink with has started to not wanna drink with me because they think I behave like an idiot, and they themselves are also alcoholics, I mean yikes.. My last insane bender led me to a kinda severe bike accident and to get busted by the cops for some dope, freaking insane. I have been drinking and using for the last 24 years with a few sober years here and there, some of them by my own will, some of them because I was locked up. I have been so ashamed of stuff I’ve done, and the pain I put my close ones to is almost unbearable. Well that’s my rant. One day at a time. Bless all of you and stay sober folks! 🙏💪