I remember everything because I've had a boring life.

My memory is absolutely impeccable. I can remember incidents throughout my life clear as day. I remember every hurtful thing said to me, I remember every time a girls said I was nice looking. I remember the names of the first 5 girls I kissed, I remember absolutely everything. People genuinely cannot believe I remember certain things if its brought up in conversation. I think it's because my life's been pretty boring, pretty safe. I really wish I'd not been as scared or worried to do things. Now I fill my life with meaningless sex, I crave to be alone and travel but I've to many responsibilities