I feel bad for my boyfriend, I'm the problem.

I have no real friends. I feel bad for my boyfriend bc he has to play double duty as my best friend and partner. I use to have friends, ppl I trust and confide in but they were all males. I quietly cut off communication with them once me and my boyfriend became serious. Because I think it's weird for a woman (in a relationship) to be spending a significant amount of time with any other man that isnt a relative . I made friend with a sweet, elderly woman once, but I soon realized her sister was using her to get my personal info. That raised a red flag for me. I made friends with a couple of middle-aged women at work thinking they liked me. They were spreading lies about me.behind my back. While letting me pay for rides and meals. I was so thirsty for friendships. As I get older I realized I don't like women at all. I guess I'm stuck being the clingy girlfriend. I just wanted to vent on here