I hate my birthday..

It’s just a reminder of how much life has changed and how I don’t have anymore family left… And as pathetic as this post may sound (I’m aware this may get taken down), I just want to get away… forget about my miserable life for a couple of days… Real pay-pigs are so hard to come by… it’s like, I don’t even care about what people think of me but at the same time, I just wish people would stop wasting my time… I’m just depressed… My birthday has sucked the last 5 years and now even more so since my mom has been gone… I wouldn’t say I’m not feeling the domme life right now… more like I just feel… empty… It’s a shitty feeling… Anyway… I just felt like sharing… Not like anyone will give a fuck… But maybe so since it’s my birthday… Yay me….