i (f18) finally met my ideal dom (40s?)

so i should probably start by admitting i’m very much a sub. like, my brain is wired around obedience, surrender, etc, and i’ve daydreamed about finding a man like this for YEARS.

and last week i met him. i was grabbing a quick lunch, sat alone in a coffee shop, and there he was. older (probably mid-40s), salt and pepper hair, and i literally couldn’t take my eyes off of him.

i don’t know how it happened, but by some miracle we started talking.

and this man is SO FINE that he had me laughing nervously and tripping over my words and he just smiled, like he knew exactly how much i was melting.

and then, right before i left, he handed me his number!!! no hesitation, just… here. like he already knew i’d take it. i shoved it in my pocket, tried to act casual, but i was SHAKING as i walked out.

now it’s sitting in my phone and i can’t stop staring at it. i feel like such a creep but i can’t stop having fantasies about this man and i’m so stressed because 1) what if he wanted something platonic or is married 2) what if he’s not into dom/sub stuff 3) WHAT THE HELL DO I SAY TO HIMMM