Finally posting my success story with SP.. here’s how to do it

Hey everyone, I finally wanted to post my success story here with you all. I'm going to try to keep the old story brief but also want to give context. I'm also going to go over everything I did to manifest my SP back. Honestly if I were going to do it all over again I would probably do it almost exactly the same because it worked so well. Except I would probably have less resistance since I did it already. Here we go... Old story Me and my SP broke up a couple times. We spent about half the year doing long distance. Both times we broke up were him breaking up with me impulsively over the phone. The second time he did it I was extremley upset and angry. When he hung up on me I told myself it was over forever and that he would never be hearing from me again. Three days later he reached out sent a long thing about how sorry he was and that he will regret it forever. I never responded. Three weeks later I got an "I'm sorry" at 2am. I never responded. Months went by and all I did was go to the gym twice a day to cope. I had rigid routines and that was that. It's important to note that I was seething with anger and was completley preoccupied with revenge fantasies. After about 2-3 months of this I was in the best shape of my life but I was miserable. I knew I needed to forgive him and move forward but I also was afraid that was a slippery slope. If I let in the feelings of forgiveness I was scared to face I may want him back. I struggled with that for awhile. Well, eventually things gave and I opened my heart to forgiveness. And exactly what I suspected would happen happened. I wanted him back. Here's how I did it

1. First thing I did was give myself a timeline. Obviously I knew I didn't have to do this but I had a couple things in mind. His college graduation (I wanted to be there for) and a family trip I wanted him to come on with me (shortly after his graduation and subsequent return home) A timeline may not work for others but it worked for me and I was super disciplined. I also wanted to make sure he was the one to reach out to me.

2. COMPLETLEY DROPPED THE OLD STORY. The main thing was I stopped reliving the night he left in my mind. I stopped talking about the break up and our separation. That was really important because prior I wouldn't shut up about it. I stopped feeding my brain thoughts about what happened and any negative stories at all really.

3. CONSUMED SO MUCH NEVILLE CONTENT. This really helped me stay in the space and be really disciplined with my thoughts. I listened to lectures, read reddit posts, watched youtube videos etc. I have an obsessive personality and for me I have found that translates really well to manifesting. I didn't do this from a place of doubt again its just my personality to all consume myself in whatever Im doing.

4. SCRIPTING journaling is already something I have always done and was frequently doing. I never restricted what I really wanted to say but when I was specifically scripting it was different. I was basically just scripting affirmations that were "living in the end".

5. SATS - VISUALIZATION - About twice a day usually before my afternoon nap and before I went to bed I had a couple scenes I would go through in my mind. Since my manifestation was going to his college graduation and I knew I had to fly there my scene was me on the airplane, texting him I was taking off, walking through the airport once arrived, him being there with flowers, etc. Another scene I had was in his bedroom. Important to note I chose these scenes because I had done all of these before it was easier for me to anchor it in my mind instead of, for example, choosing his grad as the scene.

6. AFFIRMATIONS - I had my affirmations and I said them a lot throughout the day. Especially when doing robotic activities. When showering, drinking water, at the gym, etc. I really drenched by subconscious.

7. I FELT ALL MY FEELINGS - INCLUDING RESISTANCE - I allowed myself to feel everything. I cried A LOT. It was a struggle to be away from my SP. I missed him so much. I missed talking to him everyday. I believed in my manifestation but I wanted it to be sooner. I felt very anxious but I didn't judge myself. if anything I told myself If I knew with 10000% certainty I was going to go see him at the end of the month I would be nervous and anxious anyways. (As I always was when flying to see him) I screamed in my car at times. I bawled. I was in a lot of pain. I wanted it to happen NOWWW. Yes you need to drop the old story and ignore the 3D but I still had to move through all the emotions and resistance and I switched my perspective to grateful. I thought of it as weeding out resistance.

8. LIVED IN THE END - So I didn't do this a whole lot because I didn't want to seem like a psycho path but I started saying things like "Oh I cant do that because I will be out of town at the end of the month" (didn't have a clear idea when but I knew his grad was at the end of the month) .. I made a hair appointment for around the time of the end of the month because I would always get my hair done before going to see him. I would casually tell my friends that I would be in a different state by the end of the month without really elaborating. Someone once described this process as your life being your own movie. If you are the writer, producer, and main character.. you know what is going to happen but you don't HAVE to share it with everyone because that would spoil it. This mentality helped me a lot when not knowing whether to talk about my manifestation or not. I did however go as far as casually and playfully saying that me and my Sp would get back together to acouple friends. How it happened! My hair stylist had to cancel her appointment with me and I shrugged it off and said no worries. When she asked to reschedule I said I didn't know when I was going out of town so I would let her know..Well one day I had a particularly rough day at work. I told myself I should go get my hair done to cheer myself up. So I did. I went home and did some more journaling. Important to note I slightly tweaked my scripting the night before he reached out. Prior to that I had been living way in the end saying things like "I am going to be in x state at the end of this month for SP grduation. SP is coming on this family trip with me next month. SP loves me. SP x y and z" You get it. Well this night I decided to tweak it a little bit... I said "SP misses me so much. He knows he needs to reach out soon because time is slipping away... he knows he needs to act NOW" I dont know what else I said exactly without looking but I think the key was this was super believe-able to me at at the time. I woke up the next morning to a text from SP. . One of the first things he said was that he had been non stop thinking of me for the last month or so. We spent the entire day talking. Discovered we had both gotten bird tattoos during our time apart.. and he repeated every one of my affirmations. There is no one like me. He is in love with me. He misses me. etc etc. I expressed I wanted to come see him and I was on a plane the next day! All of my manifestations came true. ALL OF MY VISUALIZATIONS. The text I sent and received on the airplane.. him showing up with flowers. When we reunited he continued to affirm my affirmations. It was crazy! What I found to be interesting was that he was actually not having a graduation ceremony. I was with him in his state around the time I thought I would be (late April) and I was there for his last day of class but there was no grad. He also did come on that trip with my family the next month.

I may be forgetting some stuff but if you have any questions I will be happy to elaborate. The only one odd thing I wanted to share was how weird it can feel when you feel like you have jumped timelines but your 3D doesn't match yet. I truly felt like I was living in a ghost town knowing I was not in contact with my SP but having drenched my subconcious in the belief that we would be reuniting shortly. It was a very uncomfortable feeling to sit through. For those wondering where we are now - I broke up with him. I fully believe in the Law of Assumption and Nevilles teaching. As you can see it worked for me. But I also believe once back in the relationship my nervous system eventually became a wreck again and honestly I couldn't journal, script, affirm or visualize because I was so preoccupied with other stuff. Could I have manifested a diff version of him? Yeah, probably. But now.. I'm trying to manifest self love and moving on!