Pure OCD (sexual violent intrusive thoughts) please need advice and help

Hello guys, need help, I have OCD of sexual violent intrusive thoughts and I cant handle this anymore

I am actually in therapy and in meds, citalopram 20mg in the morning and in three different moments on the day norfenazin (10mg/10mg/20mg)

I have Pure OCD about sexual intrusive violent thougths, I have all day intrusive thoughts about a tv show where a woman was raped by the expartner and that is what it is in a loop in my mind 24/7 (in the serie theres no explicit scene only the woman remembering the face of the man when all happens but the ocd generates a horrible action).

So yesterday I was searching through a web and had a intrusive thought about that and saw the name of a person that was the same that mine and then pannicked because dont wanted to link and relate the name and the thoughts and if that was not enough, my father was there and I thought that he maybe knows about the thought etc

But then though about doing a compulsion to neutralize the thought and the day before I was in the same web but in the web searched another name that no was the mine and tried to replicate the feeling and thoughts about the day before to like make understand that I dont linked my name with the thoughts but know I am pannicking like because why I done that and that I am gonna contaminate all the things that I am gonna do know.

I someone has any advice I would be appreciated, thanks for readin