My girlfriend broke up with me 6 days ago because “ she lost feelings , she fell out of love, she wasn’t over her ex , and she wasn’t ready “

So on Sunday, August 31, my girlfriend of three months decided to break up, and to be honest. It was something that was very random unexpected and definitely not something I thought was going to happen now. Before I start everybody I’ve been to has been telling me oh three months is nothing and that’s not true love and blah blah blah. That be honest that’s not what I’m here to hear. I came here to the Reddit community for the first time ever because I thought maybe you guys can help me out. Listen, if I was to be honest with you. I’ve been in multiple relationships in the past, and I never gave a fuck when they ended. I mean sure. Eventually I end up missing the person a little bit, but I would move on so easily, but with this one it’s different. And I know it’s only day six, but this one was true love. And you know I even went out of my way and wrote a 20 page letter and I’ve done so much things for this woman. In three months. I’ve never done for any other woman in a lifetime. Listen, I’m gonna give it to you guys. Long story short. I don’t wanna move on and I won’t move on, but I also know that she wants her space and I want to respect that. I don’t wanna chase her, but I love her, and I know I love her, and I tied my soul to her and I lost my version to this girl, which is something. I never wanna do with another person in my life. Listen, I know what we had was real, and nobody can ever tell me otherwise. And I know that she probably fell out of love overtime, and she told me that she isn’t talking to her ex after we broke up. She talked to him, and she thought it was stupid. She told me she blocked him if it makes me feel any Better. And I believe it. But less. If you guys want more details. I can get it to detail but part of why she fell out of love is because she said, I never gave her her on space, and I always meet her for suffocated and to an extent that’s my fault, but I was just so in love for the first time in my life, I felt true, love, comfort, peace, happiness, and I felt so much more things and you know, and I just have been trying everything for the last five days until every day. we’ve talked, it didn’t change anything two days ago we talked, and it did something she got emotional. She hugged me. She was holding my hand. She was crying, and you know. She just told me. Maybe it was in our right time right now, and she told me to be patient. Yesterday we met up again. I tried again, and it went terrible. Nothing how I expected it to go. She’s wanted me to take her home and she made a whole scene. She yelled at me, and she told me if I don’t leave her alone. She’ll block me, and she’ll put a restraining order on me. She told me to just leave her a alone. Leave her alone. and you know, I really do wanna give her her own space, but I really do want this girl to come back to me. But if I’m being honest, she went behind my back and was texting her ex in July. She cheated on me, not physically, but over text. She was texting him behind my back, and she regretted it, and I gave her for it. But if I’m being honest, if there’s one thing I know it’s that I know I want it to be her. and I will do anything in my power to get this woman back because like I said of everything we’ve been through. I’m not gonna get into detail, but just know that it was something different something New, and something I would never wanna do with another person again, and it was so much things. So please guys. What’s your advice. I really don’t want to get this one back and I won’t give up on her. but guys, please listen. I don’t wanna hear anything from anyone saying it wasn’t true. Love because yes it was and part of why she fell out of love. Was my fault, but it’s also on her, but I also know that this woman has been having problems and struggling with herself a lot, and she would tell me that, but she just couldn’t fight it. She couldn’t stand up, but I really want her to and I really want to be with her. I will literally wait as long as I have to, but I also don’t wanna wait forever, so what do I do?