I jerk off to furries

So I (late teens male) outwardly dislike furries. Everything about them kinda pisses me off. Like I will say I don't like furries, but I'm not the kind of person to go out in public and say bad stuff about them. I won't yell slurs, or go beat them up or anything. Your hobbies are yours not mine. I just find it weird. But at the same time, I find myself jerking off to gay furry porn quiet often. I would say at least 2-3 times per week. And I find it more attractive than humans. I find my biggest cumshots are with gay furry porn. But not exclusively irl, I do animations and drawings too. And I'll get a tiktok thirst trap every now and then, of a buff guy shirtless with a furry head on, and I find it attractive. But if I see a furry in public with my friends, we will say "eww" to each other and similar stuff. But idk. Just wanted to put it out there.