This is a hard choice

It’s hard to explain, have cancer, just did a major surgery where my entire stomach was gutted out and stitched back 3 days ago, I’m completely vulnerable.

Been staying at someone house because tbh I’m not a citizen here. I’ve been a free maid even while in chemo cleaning the house and cooking everyday at this person house. I’m not working, never worked and I cannot work. Now I’m being asked to pay rent plus keep cooking Daily and cleaning weekly.

Even the day after surgery I was expected to cook and wash dishes. Remember my entire belly buttom was ripped open to take out lymph nodes that was actively cancerous. I’m in pain.

I’m so tired of fighting for my life, fighting to live happily, and feeling like I’m stuck. I don’t want to be a slave anymore. It feels like either being suicidal or live on the street because staying here seems like a punishment.