She deserves the world. Life is so unfair

My mom deserv s rue workd she desecre sso much better than my dad and my fsmily i hope in anotehr uhiverjse shes living the life shes supposed to have and that shes hapoy all the time and no one is yelling at her or making hr angry all the time bc she deserves the world i hope in ankteht timeline her and dad never met andeven if it means not having me (more like especially if it means that) id take it as long as shes hapoy and safe there. She deserves everything good in life and it hurts me so fucking much everyday and everything she has to pur uo with, shes so smart snd so hardworking shes destinieed to great things, if pnly she had the backup of someone who truly cares, if only i was able ro give her the world, i wish i could give her everything, it srill woukdnt be enoigh but gosh i wish i clukd take all the weight and stress on her and put it on me, it hurts man, it hurts so much , it hurts me morewhen he yells at her tahn at me, thats my mama please dont upset her, it hurts, it hurts so much, please dont yell at her please dont even say anything that is slightly wrong, it just hurts so much and its so fucking unfair why do i have to witness it, ttheres nothing worse in life then witnessing the one person who is full of love be treated like grabage, this isnt fair, i wanna scream. She deserves everything. Im so nauesous because it just it hurts my heart so much!! I feelclike someone is pulling on my ribs i swear, seeing her get mistreated is genuinely so hard like im seriously gonna fuckijg vomit gosh what is this seriously, im so tired, this isnt fair.

I hate how im the reasn shes locked in this marriage, iwish i was never born and she couldve left, i wish her the best and i hope that this is njust the worst it gets because i cant handle more. It hruts, i already gate myself enough and my life alrwsyxfucimg sucks but having to ser her get hurt is the worst kind of pain ive ever experienced in my entire life seriously, like ew, like im gonna throw up please baba do better, please please pleaseplewse never do this again, everyone, i want eevryone to ve kind ro her, i wish. Eervyepne was, its not fwiiiirrrr notfaiiiir at all