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2 years ago I tried to kill myself, I od'd but somehow i wake up and I'm still alive , I even went to school the next day only then to realize how truly alone i was That's when i dropout of school and isolated myself away from everyone And absolutely no one gives shit The world moves on without me I feel completely alone rn and tired Tired of my bullshit Tired of myself Tired of everything basically I'm tired of waking up each day only then to see this stupid life of mine, this body , this fucking body, and this reality, and there's no one to blame but myself, I did this to myself Now I'm 19 alive but miserable, to this day I still think of ending my life every single day And I know someday it'll kill me I just hope it'll happen soon It's inevitable