I wish I had better trauma than being groomed online (ftm into being misgendered)

Ughhh I wish I had been raped or used irl in some way but I’m 18 and still a virgin :(( I’ve been a slut online for dirty older guys a lottt and I love it but I’ve never been used irl.

I’m newly in college and my roommate is in the same room (he’s a guy but doesn’t know I have a horny needy pussy) but I’m still soooo horny and want to be fucked sooo bad.

Sometimes I just want to be taken and feminized back and slut out and made a whore or a housewife or sex slave.

I’m a needy attention whore!!