smoking meth for the first time.

holy shit this is amazing i love this so much. this is the best day of my life. i finally feel alive for the first time. i want this feeling to never end. i think i finally found the solution to all the problems plagueing my life. i finally feel like a girl now, for the first time in my life. im finally living as me. this is amazing. i love life and i love all of u. i could cry with joy rn, i understand what it is to live. i wish i could share the joy i feel wth the world. i love life, and i will never die. i am noelle now, forever and always.