Going to treatment Monday

I signed myself up for intensive outpatient. It’ll be 9-1, M-F for 4-5 months. The time commitment scares me but I can’t live like this anymore. I recently quit for 75 days and I was so proud. Anyways, I’m excited and nervous. They have a lot of good resources outside of just the treatment as well. I turn 30 this year and I want to be the version of myself without smoking from sun up to sun down. Wish me luck. I’m typing this as I smoke a joint in my car while feeling sick from already smoking multiple times today.