I want to take a moment to explain why I stepped away. For a long time, I faced constant harassment over my past actions. While I have always acknowledged the things I did wrong and the harm I caused, the situation was amplified far beyond what was intended, especially by people who were never personally involved. This created an environment that was not only mentally overwhelming but physically damaging—I was under such extreme stress that I ended up in the hospital, where I suffered a burst ovarian cyst and inflammation of my organs. That health crisis was a wake-up call that I cannot let harassment or negativity consume me to the point where it threatens my well-being.

My ex-friends and I are no longer in contact, and I want to make it very clear that neither of us condones harassment, dogpiling, or stalking from anyone on either side. We have chosen to go our separate ways and live our lives like normal, without prolonging the conflict or inviting more harm. I am not a horrible person or “beyond redemption”; I am someone who made mistakes, has reflected deeply, and is committed to being better in the future.

Moving forward, I will prioritize my health and peace of mind above being “too online.” That means I will not be engaging with comments, callouts, or negativity from people who were never directly involved in the original situation. I will not force anyone to be my friend or to enjoy my art, my ships, or my presence online—but I will not tolerate harassment or people pretending to be close to me in order to harm me further. That behavior only repeats the cycles of harm we are all trying to move away from.

I’m genuinely happy to be back, and I want to continue creating and sharing without fear. At the same time, I hold no ill will toward anyone. I wish no harm on those I’ve parted ways with, nor on those who dislike me. All I want is the chance to move forward peacefully, to protect my health, and to focus on what brings me joy.

Hello again