32 [F4M] #Georgia - submissive woman for a dominant man who can train, degrade, and love

I'm J! 32, and looking for someone who is the real thing who wants to start a family and is in a position to lead that family in all the ways implied by traditional. I am obviously willing to consider relocating for the right person. I have an amazing job that lets me work remotely. Physically I am short and slim, with dark blonde/light brown hair. I like the idea of being trained into being the perfect wife for someone. I do eventually want a family. I want this both as a lifestyle and also as a kink. You can be rural but I would prefer to live a cosmopolitain life. I'm really into spanking and a combo of verbal degradation and praise, conditioning, dumbification and the like. I kinda want to be made to lick my mess off your shoe kind of thing. I'm curious about anal training and piss as well. I'm desperate to find the right person for me and eventually be collared and owned. I'm not keen on heavy pain and physical marks. I want to be the perfect little toy, I just need the proper husband. It seems like this is impossible to find. I've posted here in the past with no luck. Please send more than a one line message. I'm not going to submit immediately. I need to know you before I like you. I need to like you before I wantonly submit. Please respond reflecting your kindness and intellect. The last time I posted I heard from so many monsters I almost gave up looking.