IM NEVER LEAVING THIS PLACE LMFAO

Silksong is a great game. in fact, its currently my favorite game as of late. but the citadel. the freaking citadel man. I actually think i might be stuck here, ive run through it like a hundred times, theres no fast travel in citadel OR underworks, and i tried going back through grand gates but i cant even go through there cuz i forgot the elevator broke, and now im STUCK. theres areas of the citadel i havent explored because i cant yet, and (so ive heard) theres no bellway stations either, so how am i supposed to leave?