[F4F] My cousin is such a bitch! Maybe that's why I should submit?..

Making the decision to move in with my older cousin was very difficult. It should've been easy as renting a solo room with a family member, somebody you consider to be a friend, should be a no brainer. Especially given how nice her house is and the fact this is the most affordable rent I'll ever have. Unfortunately, there's some difficult realities about my cousin that have always been prevalent.

Even though she's a good friend and very charismatic, my cousin can be a total bitch. She's manipulative and spoiled. She's always been really pretty, she likes to be in control and she makes good income working as a manager. In short, it's always been her way or the highway. This applies to her personally, professionally and in her relationships.

Her girlfriends seem submissive and treat her like a Queen. I usually have second-hand embarrassment being around them. My cousin would always choose their plans, received significantly better Christmas or anniversary gifts and teased about pedicures she didn't pay for. Even more embarrassing, she would openly call them good girl right in front of me.. Awkward.

The problem is I've been a total pushover since moving in together. I told myself going in I can't be too nice or my cousin will take advantage. I couldn't help but be too nice and was so right. It's always the bad things I'm right about..

She's talked me into cooking dinner, ordering take out a couple times and I'm the one doing the dishes. Now she's openly flirting about doing her laundry, too...

It's so strange. I know this is wrong for so many different reasons and I'm being taken advantage of. My rent is below market value but not this much. Not enough to justify doing so many favors.

I know I shouldn't be a pushover. I shouldn't be a carpet mat and let myself be walked on just because of rent. Just because she's so pretty and a sweet talker. Yet there's seriously intriguing about giving in, letting her win... It's unexplainable.

This is so embarrassing.

The confessional above is fantasy. We can either use this as an introduction to a roleplay or engage in a confessional where you're the genie in my ear. Either way, the older cousin is totally going to win either way. She always does <3