Giving

I want to give $5 away in person to someone who needs it here in Orlando. I will drive to you. My mental health is declining because every time I want to give something away in our house, my wife always makes me feel like we never have enough. It got to the point where I am making decisions out of anger because of it and its costing lots of money. I want to do philanthropy work on the side with the money I am making. I am to the point where I dont care if she knows. I know that I have all that I have and made it this far by giving. Every time I gave away, I received a thousand fold in blessings sooner or later. I dont have any expectations. I feel good when I give. Its so healing that if I dont find a way to give on a daily basis, I immediately start to become sick. I hate being stingy and having a broke/poor mindset. Before I married my wife, I was so giving. I kept giving and more money kept coming in. Now, I constantly worry if I will ever have enough money in this world since I married her. I am going to give. Noone is going to stop me. Please, if you are in Orlando, let me help you by giving you $5. I will eventually give more as the time passes by. I need to recreate this side of me again. Thank you for reading.