I don't want to run. Please just try.

I have never felt so alone. So confused. So empty. I was willing to forgive you for your mistake, but you can't seem to forgive yourself and in so have lost me.

I didn't want to run, but now I have no choice. I wish you would just try. I wish you knew the pain. I wish wasn't you that has broken me the most. I just wanted you to fight for our love story like the words you wrote. But your words in person are that of a different thing. By end of day I will be gone. One hour until I aboard. Please fight for me. Please try. I know I said to let me go, but I thought you knew me well enough to know those words where not true.

You where ment to be my final chapter. My forever and always. I guess I should have known better than to let my guard down, but it was you.

You promised. Do I really have to run ? Please just try.