To Chris

Chris, You are one of my best friends, you know things about me that nobody else in my life knows and you have never judged me. I feel like I can tell you anything and you would come back with something like that calms the spiral or gives me a little giggle. You have truly become such an important person in my life and I don’t think you realize it. Unfortunately, I am very much so starting to have feelings for you and it drives me insane because I don’t ever want to make things weird or ruin a good friendship. I love talking to you all day every day it makes my days go by faster and I can just speak so freely and joke around. It’s something I don’t have in other important relationships in my life. You’ve given me insight on things I have been so blind about and it’s giving me courage to make big and very hard decisions. I enjoy or little funnies and just you in general. Lately it feels like you have been becoming a little distant and it hurts because at the end of the day you’re still my best friend and I’m not sure I want to picture my life without you in it.