Extreme hunger at normal weight

I dont have access to any support etc so i just want to vent here a little bit, if it isnt a problem problem I was in an all in recovery for about two months (i was unsure if its a good option because i have bulimia, not a restictive type). I gained to normal weight by BMI and i unfortunately relapsed a little bit but im still in a normal range. I decided to fight for myself and start recovery again; problem is that my extreme hunger is really extreme and i feel like im eating from boredom or just as a excuse, because i shouldn't eat that much while being weight restored. Additionally i can eat a lot at once and i dont know if it's binging or extreme hunger. Like, if its still mental hunger if i ate a lot, my stomach hurts and i still think about food? Not wanting to eat but just thinking about food.