The eight of detoxing, the overdose starting to feel a little bit better

I was put on all these intense medication trying to be normal. I was taking 400 mg a day plus multiple times a day and night to try to make myself normal. I was born with schizophrenia and autism and the doctors just wanted me to be normal so that I’d be able to work. I’m so embarrassed at this whole situation. I’ve been going through the hardest week of my life detoxing this stuff. I’ve just finally been able to make a post on here. I was so sick. I wouldn’t wish this on anyone today. I have a new psychologist and I hope they don’t judge me for being disabled never ends. I’m under so much stress being disabled as so much stress