I feel like my personality flaw will make me going stealth easier in the future

I don't really know what is wrong with me maybe I have some sort of personality disorder but I don't feel some connections like love or something like that I literally dgaf about my family members I don't love them nor do I hate them, I don't feel anything about them For now I'm just worried they will get in my way to transition cause that would be annoying I also plan on cutting all of my relationship with my past classmates or friends in the future except for maybe 5 people that are pretty close with me ( they already knew I'm planning to transition) but I think our friendship wouldn't be that deep anymore, it's also not that deep we don't know a lot about each other despite being friends for over ten years

And I don't plan on forming deep friendships after transitioning, I hate dealing with people since when I'm 11, 12 years old or maybe younger idk I prefer solitude over anything

Is there something wrong about me or I'm just malebrained