DAE have extreme aversion to being a part of anything new, exciting and trendy?

Not because of any sort of social anxiety which I def don't have - but like when a new season of a new drops and it's all the rave. Does anyone else have an aversion to watching it and being a part of the craze?

I've been forcing myself through it and happy I'm getting to be a part of all my favorite things real time but it still feels so hard and anxiety-inducing. What the hell is this about? Had it my whole life.