Hi 22M need help

I am student who went to top top colleges to get seat in IIT but unfortunately I didn't qualified but got seat in NIT srinagar( Due to councelling mistake) in 2019 paid fee everything over. At that time art 370 happened due to that my parents didn't allowed me to go there and later i joined state college which i think top in Andhra Pradesh and completed graduation in 2023 and went to upsc preparation and through one call i came to a fact that everyone will get seat there and studied with more or uneducated members this fact killing my brain like anything. Whats your opinion on this.

He has friend in every iit and nit and premiere institutes of india. I mentioned this bcoz yo will understand how much atmosphere it was changed (before upto 12th and after in b.tech)