guys am i cooked?

i (20M) and my gurl (19F) have been dating for the past 3 years and never even met once. she lives 200kms away frm my house and me and her studies at 2 different countries with different timezones. everytime we plan to meet, something or the other happens and we need to cancel it. help me. i js wanna meet her and give her a big and lengthy hug and kisses. ☹️☹️