750 days of not able to get a payout !!

Lost 1975 bucks trading 33 combines ( 2 funded ones , 26 topstep , 7 mff) and still not able to make good ..

A question to all the professionals n profitable traders here .. what are the key “aha” moments .. which made the difference.. i would to hear all the insights..

i know that .. this struggle wont matter in my next 10000 days of trading days to come ..