My mom's first thought when I was born was that I'll be evil

So I'm not on good terms my CN mom for quite some time now despite living in the same house. And she recently told my sibling that the moment I was born she knew I'd be a bad person. And she kept telling me that ever since i was a child that I'm an evil person and I'm just like others who hurt her. Since as long as I can remember. And she made sure I felt that way always. And I totally believe her that it was indeed her first thought because she went out of her way every time to prove herself right and paint herself the victim and blame me for everything. It's so frustrating knowing I can't confront her yet have to live with her knowing all these things.