how you come

i want you how you come

not the you that everyone gets to see

the you that is genuine

i want the good, the bad

the beautiful, the ugly

the lovable, the hateful

the happiness, the sadness

the shiny, the rough

the joyous, the envious

i dont want the you you think i need

i want all of you

i want to memorise everything about you, good and bad