i could have been a normie atractive girl but nooo im a pooner instead

my body is objectively atractive, i used it to objectify myself countless times, i have somewhat masculine but still decent face and if i were a cis girl i could easily get a bf ( my father literally told me i could if i were more fem presenting ) and be happy but noooo i wish i were a man and had a dick so i could fuck a twink, curse my dickless existence