Where to go?

Dear Friends, I'm your fellow human from Gaza. My name is Abdallah, I'm currently living in Deir Al-Balah-Gaza strip. I've witnessed so many conflicts, wars. People are dying everywhere here, mass killing, and unimaginable destruction. Starvation. I've got displaced. My home got wiped out, I've lost so many of family members. I'm strong my friends. I lived my own solitude in peace for a couple years. Even when this war hit, I stayed low in silence for long period of time. I tried reaching out for people so I can evacuate my family. I tried private sponsorship didn't work, looked for humanitarian visa, no luck. I tried everything. US closed, Canada closed EU made really hard to get there. I see people paying their way out. With ton of money. I think we're in the phase of the war. I consider myself very lucky for being alive. I'm grateful for everything for my hardship for my unique life experience for my agony. Thank you for reading friends. I've always felt home among you.