is it over for me

(18) bro idk what the fuck to do man since 6th grade i’ve only made, like 6 friends, 5 of whom i don’t talk to anymore and the 6th we only send each other tiktoks, i’m not rlly in a place where you meet people you could be friends with (community college that’s like 50% middle aged people), and even if i was i’m shit at doing that anyways. how the hell am i supposed to move past/around/over this, how do i be normal man i don’t get this stuff am i just not cut out for this or what