I am a straight who likes to touch his hole, is that freaky for women?

Recently, i started to feel that masturbating is no longer fun, and i started to feel something in my ass saying, "Play with me, big boy." And i did whils showering couple of days ago and it was amazing hand playing with my anal without putting anyting inside even my hand and another hand holding my dick masturbating while being sloppy everywhere it was just so fucken good.

Now i am asking, is that gay? I just feel good now and enjoying it so much, and i am not planning to put anything inside, but whenever i remember the feeling, i am bricked asf don't know what is wrong with me. I think i will be okay if a girl pegged. Actually, i will love it