I am a loser and I'm tired of pretending that I want to fix it

I'm a 21 year old man. I don't have any friends, no girlfriend, no hobbies, terminally online and I don't even have a job right now. I'm a loser by all margins. But the truth is I don't even care to fix it. I have no desire to become better. Genuinely. I don't wanna put even an ounce of effort into self-improvement. The only thing I'll do is I'm looking for a job to support my mediocre, loser life. I will never be anything. Not someone skilled or talented. I'll always be mediocre and die a loser..but the thing is I don't want to really change that. Sure I can recognize that sounds pathetic but at the same time I'm so apathetic that I might doze off while talking about improving my life.